to serve

sebastian/desiras/vesit/its or he/himdemonicfictionkindi belong always to my Lord

About

i am Desiras. i also go by Sebastian or Ves.i belong to my Lord and my pet.

• Kinky pansexual monster• Owned and collared• Caregiver for my little one• Gendervoid - It/He/They• Body is of adult age

i am not a roleplayer, in case that was not obvious.i dislike the majority of the “fandoms” for my sources and i don’t care about your fandom discourse, so don’t bother me about it.My fictional interests include possible triggering content, such as blood, gore, trypo, body horror, nsfw, noncon, and other dark themes, so take care in following/interacting.Feel free to message me if you ever wish to talk.

Before you interact

Know that i am a demon. i have no morals. Do not expect me to follow yours, or always be “unproblematic.” i am not a “good person," but i will do no harm unless it is asked of me. i am well trained and well behaved.My content may include gore, both real and fictional, as well as sexual and triggering content, so keep that in mind when interacting. You are responsible for your own content consumption.i support non-offending MAPs as i believe it pointless and harmful to damn a person for an attraction they cannot choose when they are not harming actual children. Actions are what matter, not thoughts and fantasy. i will not support child abusers.TLDR: i'm problematic. Purity police and their fellow TERFs/SWERFs, bigots, and antis of any sort are not welcome here.

Don’t interact if:• You are the twin from Kuroshitsuji. Nothing against you in particular, but for personal reasons.• You are a Ciel who had a different name in your canon and use it.• You are anti-kin, or will not respect any part of my identity.• You police survivors about their coping methods.• You force survivors to disclose their abuse to avoid harassment.• You harass others at all, even if you think they "deserve it".• You are anti-CGL or any of its subsets, including DDLG. Personal squicks are fine, hate is not.• You are anti- any ship or call yourself an anti in any capacity. Same as above.• You think people aren’t allowed to enjoy “problematic” fictional content for any reason.• You believe that kink is inherently sexual or are “anti-kink”.• You fit any of my Lord’s DNI conditions.

Feel free to send me an ask if you have any questions about anything on either list and i will gladly clarify for you. If you interact and any of these apply to you, you probably won't have a good time.

Preface

Kintype: Something you identify as; something you were and are. A kintype is the same exact thing as an "ID" and “actually me”, not less than them, and is not something you can choose.This is not a meme, or a joke, or some fun trend to jump on. This is a community with decades of history. Understand that and know that our words belong to us, and have their own, immutable meanings that are certainly not dictated by bored children on some social media website whose name starts with a "t".You cannot "kin" something, 'kin is not a verb. If a kintype is not "actually you", then it is not a kintype. If you do not "ID"/identify as something, that is not a kintype. You may feel some of your lives more strongly than others, but these terms are completely redundant and only serve to enforce the false idea that kintypes are not actually identifying as something, but relating to them.You cannot "kin" for fun. Kintypes are involuntary spiritual or psychological identities, not simply relating to a character and pretending to be them.
If you find a character relatable and instantly decide that you "are" them with no introspection done, look into the term "copinglink" rather than using our terminology incorrectly.

i understand

Kintypes

As demons of my breed are expected to take on different forms, personalities, and identities to suit each contractor, each develops a collection of learned traits to utilize in each manifestation. In time, these traits may come to be organized into different groupings to be employed more effectively as a cohesive identity.Each of my kintypes is derived from a core, or subtype. These subtypes are each designed to suit specific roles, and have a general pool of traits that can be drawn upon when creating the identity that is taken on in each life. All of my kintypes are thus different interpretations and combinations of the traits available to the subgroup to which they belong, tailored to fit the world and circumstance, though individual traits may be drawn from other subtypes as necessary.These subtypes, and resulting kintypes, together comprise my singular existence and identity.

My otherkinity is spiritual in nature, and though it affects me psychologically as well, it is certainly not of psychological origin. i believe in the multiverse and reincarnation, from which stems my identity.i take on many personas and appearances to suit my Lords in each life they live, but in all of them, i still retain my core as the demon known as Sebastian. These are not all the lives we have lived, simply the ones we have found and remembered.i feel all of my past lives equally. Though my base identity and shift is Sebastian, all of the lives i have lived are important. There is no ranking or level of importance to the order in which my lives are presented, though i may have shifts for some more often than others.Click on the icons or names for individual kintype pages, which include a short description of our canon and the differences from the source, as well as strong or important memories. Canons with more detailed sources may have less info/memories, as most of my canons are fairly similar to the source. (If you are not familiar with the source material, these pages may be a bit confusing.)Please note that these memory pages include sexual and highly triggering content. Discretion is advised.If you are curious about anything listed or not listed, feel free to send me your questions, and i will do my best to answer them.Doubles are welcome.Additional information about my identity may be found here.

Subtype Raim

Purpose: Service

Sebastian Michaelis (Kuroshitsuji) {Demon/Fallen angel}
Frankenstein / Dark Spear (Noblesse) {Vampire}
Alucard (Hellsing Ultimate) {Vampire}

Elias Ainsworth (The Ancient Magus Bride) {?}
Inugami (Gugure! Kokkuri-san) {Yōkai}
Ki-Hyun (Song of the Doll) {Spirit}

Subtype Desiras

Purpose: Connections

Sheryl Kamelot (D. Gray-man) {Possessed human}
Mori Ougai (Bungou Stray Dogs) {Possessed human}

Subtype Vesphoris

Purpose: Amusement

Laito Sakamaki (Diabolik Lovers) {Vampire}
Ferid Bathory (Owari no Seraph) {Vampire}

Subtype Seoriss

Purpose: Destruction

Illumi Zoldyck (Hunter x Hunter) {Possessed human}
Remor (Fran Bow) {Darkness} + Itward & Mr. Midnight +

Subtype ???

Purpose: ???

Tabris / Kaworu (Neon Genesis Evangelion) {Angel}

Other

Synpath/Hearted:
Identifying with something or someone; a strong connection, relation, or resonance; a sense of family and familiarity.• Void
• Snakes
• Corvids
• Felines [✶Tigers]
• Canines [✶Wolves]
• Space [✶Galaxies ✶Black holes ✶The Moon]
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• Kizami Yuuya (Corpse Party)
• Mihai Florescu (Kemono Jihen)
• Vincent Nightray (Pandora Hearts)
• Azami Nakiri (Shokugeki no Soma)Paratype:
Something or someone that is similar enough to an established kintype to cause shifts for said kintype or cameoshifts.• Crow (A Post-Apocalyptic Journey) [Alucard]
• Dietfried Bougainvillea (Violet Evergarden) [Sheryl]Other Resonances:
Various other important connections that are of undetermined nature or do not fall under the above labels.• Ouroboros [As both a concept and a literal interpretation]
• The Eye (The Magnus Archives)
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• Pandora Hearts
• Vanitas no Carte
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• Sylvanas and her Val’kyr + Mawsworn Kyrian (World of Warcraft)
• Itachi Uchiha (Naruto)
• Kindred (League of Legends)
• Yohane Tsushima (Love Live)Questioning:
Italics indicate those from sources we have not yet investigated and are listed under questioning on a provisional basis.
Stars indicate those actively being considered.
Years indicate when questioning began.• Sesshoumaru (Inuyasha) -2016-
• Omokage (Hunter x Hunter) -2018-
• Hisoka Morow (Hunter x Hunter) -2018-
• Overhaul (Boku no Hero Academia) -2020-
✶ Dire Crowley (Twisted Wonderland) -2020-
✶ Dottore (Genshin Impact) -2023-

Sources to investigate:
Even less known or weaker feelings than for those listed in italics under questioning. Mostly listed for personal reference rather than anything meaningful.• Bleach - Ulquiorra
• Blood+ - Haji
• Loveless - Soubi
• Witcher [Book canon?] - Eredin

System

Soulbond: A two-way connection with an externally existing entity that may result in a variety of plural experiences. Often occurs with those who appear as fictional or original characters in this world.While Tyki comes from the same canon as myself, we are still unsure if Dazai is an actual canonmate.

Tyki Mikk

My asshole brother, and my fiance. He's a daytripper, so he's not always here. Usually sleeping when he is. Most often he resides over in my Lord's headspace, pestering me or cuddling with his pet ~~exorcist~~ bunny. Enjoys teasing others and playing dirty.
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Dazai Osamu

A slightly more permanent resident of this headspace, at least until he gets fed up with me. (Though he occasionally wanders off now, who knows what he does then.) Mostly here because he was bored and misses his friends. Chaotic neutral. Sometimes gives good advice but is an absolute mess of a person and cannot be trusted. Lets his popularity in this world go to his head. Sole goal in his afterlife is to annoy the shit out of Chuuya.

This page is still mostly under construction. Additional info will likely be added, or they may decide to make their own pages if they care enough.

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i am a demon most closely represented by the Kuroshitsuji series. Most of the information here is based on the lore present in the series, as well as my own memories.Demons are Fallen Angels who gained free will and turned against their deity. Formed from pure energy and void, we were given consciousness and purpose. Without the Grace and duty that comes with serving a God, sense of self suffers, especially since angels are made to follow orders. To fill this void, demons can consume souls and absorb the experiences and emotions felt by that soul. But a demon never truly feels complete unless they have orders to follow.Often, demons will make contracts with humans, offering their service in attaining the contractor’s goal in exchange for their soul. Changing and assuming an identity according to the contractor’s desires gives a demon a more solid sense of self. Personality and actions are influenced by the contractor’s morals and wants.Without being given an identity, i am not whole. i am a fragment without an identity given to me by a contractor. This identity was created according to the desires and needs of my Lord, Ciel. In every life, i am bound to him.i belong entirely to him. He gives me my identity and desires. He owns my entire being. i exist only to serve him. Nothing else matters to me. i will follow him forever, in every life we live. He is Mine.Most of my other kin feels stem from my identity as Sebastian. Realizing my identity as Sebastian has helped me to understand these feelings. i am a demon - i have no morals, no empathy. i am not a good person. i am and was abusive and manipulative, and as my Lord desires that, i will not change.While i am divine, i am not a deity. i am powerful, enough to rival a deity, but i have no realm, hold no dominion over anything but my contractor, and require no worship. i serve no goal or purpose besides my and my Lord’s pleasure. i do not create, only consume and destroy. i am not righteous or just and do not pretend to be.As i was once an angel, i am Holy, but not the pure holy of those serving a God. i am radiant and sacred and powerful, but my light is dark and destructive. i was not an Abrahamic angel - i served a long forgotten god in another universe, though they were similar enough to the Abrahamic one that i am not welcome in most “holy” spaces.Not all of my power can be contained in this vessel. The part of me and my power not contained in this vessel exists as Raim, or Raum, as i am known in this world. Invoke my power if you wish, but know i will only truly answer to my Master.Demons are genderless. Though they may assume any form, gender expression, and pronouns the contractor desires, this does not change a demon’s lack of gender. As i am used to being able to change my form at will, it is frustrating to be stuck in a single form. Though it is not dysphoria per say, as i am comfortable presenting any way, it is very uncomfortable not being able to change my form and presentation at will, especially when it doesn’t match what my current contractor desires.

Sebastian Michaelis

Subtype: Raim

My LordEarl Ciel Phantomhive

CanonOur canon is a mix of both the manga and the first season of the anime. We followed the manga fairly closely up until the Blue Cult Arc, which is completely wrong. My Lord is an only child, and there was never any twin or sibling. It also incorporated anime only characters and arcs, such as Drocell, Ash/Angela, and possibly Pluto. The ending of season one is also very close to that of our canon.

MemoriesMy first memory was my Lord’s death. i kissed him - then slit his neck and tore out his heart. i devoured him, body and soul, leaving nothing behind. All he was belonged to me, and i would not allow anyone else to have any part of him.i have many memories of intimate moments with my Lord. He was very passive, letting me use him as i pleased, and i gave him exactly what he wanted without him needing to say it. i dominated him as he desired, as he craved, perfectly suited to his needs.i remember soaring above rooftops with my little Lord curled up in my arms, his head resting against my chest. My wings, though not visible, allowed me to glide with ease, and with the least amount of jostling for my Master when we landed.i had nothing but respect for Elizabeth, though she sometimes could be a bit much to deal with. i respected her loyalty and dedication to my Lord, no matter how foolish it was to love a ghost.The reapers were nothing but an annoyance to me. They were a hindrance in many of our cases, and i despised all those i had to deal with - especially Grell and Undertaker, though the others were hardly any better.

AssociationsBlack - Red - Purple
Corvids - Canines - Felines
Black Holes - Void
Hunger

Frankenstein

Subtype: Raim

My LordCadis Etrama di Raizel

CanonUnder construction

MemoriesUnder construction

AssociationsPurple - Black - Gold
Felines
Darkness - Science
Dedication

Alucard

Subtype: Raim

My LordSir Integra Fairbrook Wingates Hellsing

CanonOur canon was very similar to that of the OVA. In the end, i killed her and drained her of her blood, and she became a part of me - just the two of us together, as all others within me were gone. We left Hellsing and spent a while together on our own, looking over each other’s memories, talking and being together within me. And then we decided to die. Forming a stake of her blood, she stabbed me though the heart.

Memoriesi remember watching over her, lurking nearby nearly all the time. Watching her sleep, and sometimes change, and helping her bathe occasionally.Integra and i were very close, though we never labeled it as anything beyond Master and servant. We were never sexually intimate - we expressed our affections for each other in various other ways. i was always very handsy, especially when she was young, and was exceedingly flirty and generally lewd. Often i would materialize behind her to startle her with a sniff or lick to the neck, or trailing a hand down her back. She got used to it after a while.We were also very close with Walter, who we loved and trusted. We all understood why he did what he did. It was regrettable, but it had to happen. For his love and loyalty, i gave him a good death. As we both wanted.i was raped and abused by the sultan as a child, dragging me around by my hair and kicking and throwing me around. Not that i didn’t enjoy it.i was never fully human, though i enjoyed the experience of acting as one. A mere human does not simply become a vampire by rejecting God and drinking blood, after all.

AssociationsRed - Black
Corvids - Canines - Bats
Blood - War - Dawn
Devotion

Elias Ainsworth

Subtype: Raim

My LordChise Hatori (Kitty) & Lindel (Val)

CanonOur canon seems to be fairly similar to the manga, though Chise’s mother had hanged herself instead of jumping. i bought her and trained her, my own little pet Slay Vega, soon to be my wife.

MemoriesIt was often difficult to resist not eating her. She smelled so delicious, the magic and trauma permeating her very being. Mouthwatering.My human form was not how it looked in the manga, as i had black hair rather than blonde.i remember testing her, watching her reactions and actions, how she thought, studying how her past had affected her. She intrigued me to no end.i was very cautious and possessive of her, as i knew how much others desired her. She was mine, and i would protect her with all my being.i remember a feeling of being completely buried at some point, though i am unsure as to when or why.We would often spend time simply enjoying each other’s company, reading and relaxing in the living room by the fire, her with Ruth by her feet.Lindel had taught me about humans and how fickle they are, so initially i was careful not to show her much of my monstrosity so i wouldn’t scare her. This improved as time went on.i remember spending time with Lindel, learning from him how to control and harness my magic and essence. He was a very close friend, just as he is this life.It was after this life that Val/Lindel’s soul merged with my Lord’s, though we are not sure why or how.

AssociationsRed - Black - Gold
Goats - Rams - Dragons
Thorns - Shadow - Magic
Cultivation

Inugami

Subtype: Raim

My LordKohina Ichimatsu

CanonOur canon is a bit different from the anime. Many of the events and such were the same, but i was not quite as silly and whiny as portrayed in the anime - and when i was, it was as a front to hide my true nature. i was far darker than was shown, desperate to own and have my darling, and loved to fuck with people - especially Kokkuri, for having the gall to try and take what was mine. My form was also that of a black dog, rather than than the purple doll shown in the anime. In the end, i fought Kokkuri when he tried to stop me from taking Kohina’s soul, but i defeated him as he had underestimated my power. i devoured her, and kept her inside me, my own darling little doll.

Memoriesi remember watching her sleep, observing her every breath and movement. Resting curled up beside her, listening to her breath and heartbeat.Kokkuri tried to stop me from taking her, but he underestimated my power, my ownership over her. She had already signed her soul away and nothing could keep me from devouring her. i defeated him, but left him alive - for her sake.i kept her within me, in a dark room like an attic, sitting upon a shelf like the doll she is, unable to move. She was surrounded by countless other dolls that looked like her. i would come and talk to her, flatter and taunt her though she was unable to respond.

AssociationsBlack - Red
Canines
Dolls - Collars - Yōkai
Obsession

Ki-Hyun

Subtype: Raim

My LordLady Woo-hee Lee

CanonOur canon followed the manhwa fairly well, until the end. i slaughtered Miho, Samshik, and Sin-wu for having dared try and take what is mine. She returned to me, and i kept her, safe and sound from all but myself. In the end, i killed her, her spirit returning to me, and we both faded into nothingness.

Memoriesi remember her singing to me, and resting my head in her lap. She would pet my hair as she sang for me.After reuniting with her, i was very rough, as if trying to carve my ownership into her flesh. But i was very soft and affectionate after, soothing her wounds and hurt. We were intimate, though she had little say in the matter, as i was her owner and master.During the battle, she sang for me, her voice giving me energy and strength to fight. In the end, it left her weak, almost lifeless as she had returned to me so much of the energy i gave her.Blood poured from her wounds as if she was human. Her warmth faded, her eyes becoming glassy and sightless, limbs wooden and heavy. i consumed her, and her body returned to its original form - my lovely little doll.

AssociationsRed - Black
Wolves
Dolls - Song - Youkai
Control

Laito Sakamaki

Subtype: Vesphoris

My LordKanato Sakamaki

CanonWe were very close when we were younger. With Ayato usually kept inside studying, we often played by ourselves, getting up to all sorts of mischief. We grew apart after Cordelia began sexually abusing me, as it changed much of my personality, but through her i learned ways to express my love and desire, specifically for him. i was selfish; i wanted everything about him, and desiring Cordelia was an extension of that - i wanted the mother he loved, the one he sang for. i wanted him to hurt me, to hurt him, to own him and give him all i was. To express my love through pain and pleasure. In the end, i killed him with a silver dagger through the heart, to make him forever mine. And i believe i had him kill me as well.

MemoriesWe sat together under a tree on a small hill overlooking the lake, the dock nearby. It was quiet and peaceful as we watched the water ripple in the soft breeze. We would often spend our time here, away from the the others, just talking or sitting together in silence.We would often share a bed when we were young, cuddling and sleeping and exploring each other’s bodies. i remember watching him as he slept, and playing with his hair.i would purposely antagonize Kanato to get him to lash out at me, to attack me and hurt me and scream at me. i got off on it just as much as i did hurting and toying with him.i also spent time with him as we did when we were younger, playing games or admiring his doll collection. i always enjoyed his company, whether it was friendly mundane conversation or one of us abusing the other.My mother began sexually abusing me from a young age, and would often molest me and use me for her pleasure. She would also have sex with her other suitors in front of me to torment me. i remember being locked in a dungeon, and she came down and slept with Richter while i watched.While Yui was a part of our canon, she was never anything more than a pet, as were all the offerings sent to us. A fun toy for a bit, but they got boring quickly. Neither of us were very interested in them.

AssociationsGreen - Orange - Red
Felines - Foxes - Bats
Blood - Fire - Roses
Temptation

Ferid Bathory

Subtype: Vesphoris

My LordMikaela Hyakuya

Canoni don’t remember this canon very well, only memories of my time with Mika. i groomed little Mika from a young age. Ever so adorable and delicious. Toying with him, giving him food and privileges in exchange for his body and blood. And of course, leading him to believe he could escape, then destroying his hopes and dreams as i slaughtered his family.

MemoriesPart of me existed externally from the body i used. That energy was with Mika from the beginning, and it was my energy that corrupted his parents’ minds and caused them to abuse and abandon him.Mika was very sweet and affectionate before they tried to escape. He often sought my attention and affection himself, and i was more than happy to oblige. He was more than willing to let me drink from him and toy with his body for privileges and attention.After Yuu had escaped, i had wanted to use him while he was crying and bleeding out, but Krul interrupted before i was able to do so, spoiling the moment.After he had been turned, i remember abusing him far more overtly and far more violently than i had before, as it was more or less expected for elder vampires to take advantage of younger ones. Especially since he was under my tutelage. And he was much less fragile as a vampire than he had been as a human.

AssociationsSilver - Red
Felines - Foxes - Butterflies
Blood - Thorns - Lies
Deceit

Sheryl Kamelot

Subtype: Desiras

My LordRoad Kamelot (Kitty) & Lavi (Ricky) & Allen (Wren)

My BrotherTyki Mikk

CanonOur canon seems to mostly follow the source so far. But after capturing Lavi and Bookman, the old man bargained with us for their lives and they remained with us as long as i can remember.Under construction

Memoriesi existed as Desiras, at the very least including Sheryl and the incarnation previous to him. Desire is an easy memory to corrupt and take the place of. Due to the way in which the previous incarnations died, the genes sought out their new hosts quickly, but were unable to fully awaken until the memory had regained strength. i was thus present within and as Sheryl from a very early age.Tyki and i grew up together in a mansion, as upper class children. As the first born, i was raised to take on government work and was personally tutored while Tyki was often left to cause his own trouble.My interest in Tyki started young, and it’s likely i took advantage of him while he was still too young to know better. His dislike of my advances grew as we aged, as the both of us were too similar and saw ourselves solely as predators.In our early twenties, the two of us would often go out “hunting”, lurking in bars and back alleys looking for some cute, vulnerable little thing to toy with for a night. Though of course once i took my place in government i no longer had the freedom to do so.i remember scolding Tyki for smoking even as i leaned over to light up on his lighter. Such a bad habit Tyki, tut tut...The awakening process was different for each of the Noah memories. While Wrath had pain and rage, Desire is a bit more subtle. It was heat and desire and want and need, overwhelming to the point it was painful. Hunger.i married Tricia solely to have an excuse to adopt and keep Road close to me. Frail and fragile, Tricia wouldn’t live long, and there’s nothing better for one’s image than adopting poor, unfortunate children and grieving the loss of one’s “dear sickly wife”.Road was my precious darling, my pretty little doll. She was mine, and we played in every way that she desired. And i did everything possible to give her all she wanted.Once i had her, my obsession with Tyki lessened, though the both of us were still very interested in him. We would watch him together at parties, admiring him.Lavi and Bookman stayed with us in the new Ark after bargaining information for their lives. The extent to which that bargain protected Lavi specifically from my particular brand of harassment though is still unclear.Under construction

AssociationsPurple - Black
Spiders - Felines
Webs - Wine
Desire

Mori Ougai

Subtype: Desiras

My LordElise

CanonMost of my memories revolve around people and relationships rather than the events of the series as a whole, and thus i am as of yet unsure as to how similar to source my canon was.Under construction

Memoriesi picked Dazai up off the streets when he was about ten, after he'd been beaten unconscious in an alley. i brought him back to my clinic to tend and treat him, and he remained a regular patient of mine in the years that followed. He spent quite a bit of time there, and my regular clients came to see him as my assistant, though how much actual assistance he rendered was questionable.We were approached by the Mafia when Dazai was about fourteen, as in source, and after a time, he served as my witness in proclaiming me as successor.Dazai and i had somewhat of a familial bond, given i essentially raised him from the age of ten until he left the Mafia. The wariness or fear of him that is implied within source was never present. i enjoyed the thrill of knowing exactly what i was raising and just how dangerous he was.At some point, before Dazai was aware of my ability, he offered to help Elise with something, and touched her before either of us noticed. She disappeared, of course, and Dazai simply stared at me with a vaguely disgruntled expression, after intuiting the nature of my ability.Kouyou came to me after i took over as head of the Mafia, about 18 at the time, to test my mettle as it were, see how similar i was to the previous boss. She was already one of the top combat members at that point, though not yet an executive as her hatred for the previous boss had kept her from holding any sort of loyalty. She was simply trapped, kept following orders. But she came, threatened me a little, before i laughed and sent her off. She returned after i'd begun to make changes, when she saw i was true to what i'd professed to believe and desired to enact. We gained each other's trust, bit by bit. And soon after, she was promoted to executive.i am unsure as to the extent of my dealings with Fukuzawa, especially regarding the issue that caused the breakdown of cooperation between the Agency and the Mafia. In the source, my intent was to bring Yosano back to my side, and i do distinctly recall her being a part of the Mafia with me. She left with Dazai, when he decided to join the Agency.i have some sort of relationship with Fyodor that is not present within the source. Potentially familial? Unsure.Elise, of course, was and is my most precious darling. An icon of perfection, all that i could ever want and desire. i adored her in every way possible, the one always with me, always mine. Partners in every sense of the word.Though in source Elise is presented as a conceptual entity created solely by my ability, and thus not a "real" person, by dint of how we work, Vita Sexualis served more as a form of invocation than a creation. i would summon forth my darling who existed with and within me, and create a form which suited both my desires, and the situation at hand. Though her appearance was dictated by myself, her personality and decisions are her own.Under construction

AssociationsPurple - Red - Black
Corvids - Felines
Scalpels - Wine - Antiseptic
Influence

Illumi Zoldyck

Subtype: Seoriss

My LordKillua Zoldyck

CanonUnder construction

Memoriesi remember wanting to control him, to mold and twist him. To make him exactly how i wanted. To haunt his every step, to have him feel me in the back of his mind always. The needle was very effective at that.The majority of Killu's training was my duty. i taught him the basics of what he needed to know, how to fight and kill and survive. His nen training was something Father intended to take charge of when he was ready, though he didn't get the chance to.At some point he tried to use his electricity against me. i grabbed his wrist hard enough to fracture it and punched him in the stomach, leaving him breathless. In his ear, i whispered reminders, of who exactly had taught him all he knew about electricity, during our "sessions".Under construction

AssociationsGreen - Gold - Black
Felines - Corvids
Needles - Puppets
Manipulation

Remor

Subtype: Seoriss

My LordFran Bow

CanonOur canon follows the game fairly closely - though our canon did not end where the game did. Soon after escaping the fifth realm with Palontras, Itward, and Mr. Midnight and returning to Ithersta, the stones that control the gates to the other realms were stolen, either by Itward, Mr. Midnight, or the kamalas on my orders. They were used to open the gate to the fifth realm, and i and was able to enter Ithersta and corrupt it. The denizens were drained or slaughtered, unable to live yet unable to die, the clocktree controlling the seasons was destroyed, and Palontras’ pool was corrupted. i captured her, and kept her with me within my realm, forever trapped inside the birdcage of her mind. She was forced to live and relive her fears and failures and pain, while i feasted upon her despair and fed her ever more terror. Unable to truly die in my realm, i would keep her for an eternity.

Memoriesi created Itward and Mr. Midnight as extensions of myself to manipulate Fran into my grasp. They were not aware they were being controlled, but i influenced them to serve my goals and interests. i kept them captive but alive in the end, as to keep Fran alive - so long as she has love, she cannot die. i am them as well, though not as fully as i am Remor.Though the realities existed independently of us, much of what she perceived as reality, especially in the third and fifth realms, was influenced by me. i was also able to manipulate humans within the third realm, and used the doctors to abuse her.Though i could not stay in realms beside my own for long without passing through the gateways, i was able to see between realms. i watched her always, haunting her every step.i appeared before her after corrupting Ithersta, telling her this was her fault for forcing me to follow her here, for trying to hide from me and leaving the stones vulnerable - that it was her fault Palontras’ pool was full of empty husks that could no longer be saved by the corrupted water. That trying to resist me was futile.i let her “escape” from the fifth realm in order to further her suffering - by destroying everything she had learned to hold dear. Letting her learn nowhere was safe from me, that there was no hope of living happily and peacefully.Palontras was a being of perfect balance, a being of both light and dark, created by the Great Valokas. He used the pool to help keep his energy equal, but that balance was disturbed the more he used his light energy to attempt to heal the denizens of Ithersta. Eventually, he was stuck in his dark form without the cleansing powers of the pool, and was susceptible to my influence. i was able to control him to a degree in this state, and used him to help destroy Ithersta.Memories formatted in the way of the game, rather than a physical memoryAfter the ending screen proclaiming “Between guilt and fear, I choose happiness…”, the screen went black, then simply the words, “But you don’t get a choice.”After the clocktree was destroyed, Fran was able to use the pocketwatch to change the seasons for herself. Itward wanted to help, but as he was unable to travel through the seasons, he did what he could in the one he was in. Being the only one who could travel between them, Fran tried to help the townsfolk and get rid of the kamalas, but it was too much.

AssociationsBlack
Goats - Rams - Corvids
Nightmares - Insanity
Torment

Tabris / Kaworu

Subtype: ???

My LordNon-canon "Shinji" (Killu) & Nagisa (Wren)

CanonUnder construction

MemoriesUnder construction

AssociationsSilver - Red
Felines - Doves
Music - Repetition - Duality
???

Kintypes

Kintype: Something you identify as; something you were and are. A kintype is the same exact thing as an "ID" and “actually me”, not less than them, and is not something you can choose.This is not a meme, or a joke, or some fun trend to jump on. This is a community with decades of history. Understand that and know that our words belong to us, and have their own, immutable meanings that are certainly not dictated by children on tumblr or twitter.You cannot "kin" something, 'kin is not a verb. If a kintype is not "actually you", then it is not a kintype. If you do not "ID"/identify as something, that is not a kintype. You may feel some of your lives more strongly than others, but these terms are completely redundant and only serve to enforce the false idea that kintypes are not actually identifying as something, but relating to them.You cannot "kin" for fun. Kintypes are involuntary spiritual or psychological identities, not simply relating to a character and pretending to be them.
If you find a character relatable and instantly decide that you "are" them with no introspection done, look into the term "copinglink" rather than using our terminology incorrectly.

My otherkinity is spiritual in nature, and though it affects me psychologically as well, it is certainly not of psychological origin. i believe in the multiverse and reincarnation, from which stems my identity.All of my kintypes are incarnations of Sebastian. i take on many personas and appearances to suit my Lord in each life he lives, but in all of them, i still retain my core as the demon known as Sebastian. These are not all the lives we have lived, simply the ones we have found and remembered.i feel all of my past lives equally. Though my base identity and shift is Sebastian, all of the lives i have lived are important. There is no ranking or level of importance to the order in which my lives are presented, though i may have shifts for some more often than others.Click on the icons or names for individual kintype pages, which include a short description of our canon and the differences from the source, as well as strong or important memories. Canons with more detailed sources may have less info/memories, as most of my canons are fairly similar to the source. (If you are not familiar with the source material, these pages may be a bit confusing.)Please note that these memory pages include sexual and highly triggering content. Discretion is advised.If you are curious about anything listed or not listed, feel free to send me your questions, and i will do my best to answer them.Doubles are welcome.Additional information about my identity may be found here.

Sebastian Michaelis (Kuroshitsuji) {Demon/Fallen angel}
Inugami (Gugure! Kokkuri-san) {Dog spirit}
Ki-Hyun (Song of the Doll) {Ghost}

Alucard (Hellsing Ultimate) {Vampire}
Ferid Bathory (Owari no Seraph) {Vampire}
Laito Sakamaki (Diabolik Lovers) {Vampire}

Illumi Zoldyck (Hunter x Hunter) {Possessed human}
Sheryl Kamelot (D. Gray-man) {Possessed human}
Mori Ougai (Bungou Stray Dogs) {Possessed human}

Remor (Fran Bow) {Darkness} + Itward & Mr. Midnight +
Elias Ainsworth (The Ancient Magus Bride) {?}

Synpath/Hearted:
Identifying with something or someone; a strong connection, relation, or resonance; a sense of family and familiarity.• Void
• Snakes
• Corvids
• Felines [✶Tigers]
• Canines [✶Wolves]
• Space [✶Galaxies ✶Black holes ✶The Moon]
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• The King (Sekai Oni)
• Tyki Mikk (D.Gray-man)
• Kizami Yuuya (Corpse Party)
• Azami Nakiri (Shokugeki no Soma)Paratype:
Something or someone that is similar enough to an established kintype to cause shifts for said kintype or cameoshifts.• Crow (A Post-Apocalyptic Journey) [Alucard]
• Dietfried Bougainvillea (Violet Evergarden) [Sheryl]Other Resonances:
Various other important connections that are of undetermined nature or do not fall under the above labels.• Ouroboros [As both a concept and a literal interpretation]
• Itachi Uchiha (Naruto)
• Kindred (League of Legends)
• Sylvanas and her Val’kyr + Mawsworn Kyrian (World of Warcraft)
• Yohane Tsushima (Love Live)Questioning:
Italics indicate those from sources we have not yet investigated and are listed under questioning on a provisional basis. Stars indicate those actively being considered.• Sesshoumaru (Inuyasha)
• Hisoka Morow (Hunter x Hunter)
• Omokage (Hunter x Hunter)
• Overhaul (Boku no Hero Academia)
• Dire Crowley (Twisted Wonderland)✶
• Tabris / Kaworu Nagisa (Evangelion)✶
• Frankenstein / Dark Spear (Noblesse)✶